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Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. After Buffy dies, grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they can bear to go.

A/N: Written for prompt #7-nature vs. nurture-on my

psych_30 table. This was definitely a hard one to illustrate while still keeping (somewhat) plot relevant. Hopefully I haven't strayed too far on either count. And thanks so much to everyone who has kept reading this story, despite my sadly slow updates.

Previous chapters can be found in reverse order in my tags or start from the beginning.

( He’s a monster in man’s clothing... )

Chapter 20

Pairing: Ensemble (Spike/Xander)

Rating: NC-17 overall

Summary: Spike fights himself and his family in his struggle to atone. But can he save what he values most?

A/N: Luckily,

anxiety_junkie has mad organizational skills and a wicked way with the comma. That's why we've nominated her to bring sexy back. With her mojo? It is indeed broughten. Also, I wrote another chapter of this OMG OLD story. I'd be ashamed of how long it's been, except I'm really proud I dug up another chapter after how long it's been. HATE THE GAME, NOT THE PLAYER.

Previous chapters can be found in my memories or maxing and relaxing in the tags.

( I’m a killer, love. Told you that even before you started chasing after me... )

Chapter 22

psych_30 table. This doesn't fit the strict medical definition of fetish, being more of a paraphilia. But, it fits the accepted consensus for fetish and close is good enough for kinks and canon balls. Thanks to all of you who haven't given up on this one just yet!

Previous chapters can be found in reverse order in my tags or start from the beginning.

( The sounds of pain and distress crackle along his skin, voluptuous and arousing... )

Chapter 19

Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they can bear to go.

A/N: Written for prompt #25-placebo effect-on my

psych_30 table. While the placebo effect is generally used in regards to medicine (i.e., the good old sugar pill), I've twisted it a bit to include mental sugar pills, something I think Spike takes on a regular basis. Thank you so much to everyone who keeps reading and leaving me such wonderful encouragement. I'm slower than molasses, but I hope it's always worth the wait!

Previous chapters can be found in reverse order in my tags or start from the beginning.

( Later, he doesn’t reach for the whiskey. He’s long past needing any panacea, intoxicating or otherwise. )

Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....

A/N: Thank you so much to all of you who left comments and even wrote me emails to tell me how much you enjoyed this story! Your support pushed me back into this fic and I appreciate it.

This is written for my

psych_30 prompt #14-fixation. Previous chapters can be found in my memories or emo-chillin' in the tags.

( He could still feel that last touch, the sick shameful thrill of it... )

Chapter 17

Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....

A/N: Yes, it's back. Took me long enough! This is written for my

psych_30 prompt #28-free association. Previous chapters can be found in my memories or maxin and relaxin in the tags.

( I hate myself for wanting you and I hate you for not wanting me. )

Chapter 16

Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17 overall

Summary: Spike fights himself and his family in his struggle to atone. But can he save what he values most?

A/N: Thanks as always to my beauteous beta,

noandwhere who very kindly points out my redundancies and tolerates my ridiculous love of semicolons. My apologies for such a huge delay between chapters. I was swallowed by RL and had to fight my way past homework and bake sales to find my porn muse again.

Previous chapters can be found in my memories or lounging about in reverse order in tags.

( Comic books don't count as books )

Chapter 20

Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17

Summary: Xander watched, mouth falling open, as the black t-shirt fluttered to the floor, leaving a very shirtless Spike behind.

A/N: Written for the

kink_bingo prompt-striptease. Takes place mid-season 5.

( It was the tease, Xander decided. Seeing just an inch was like…provocation! )

Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17

Summary: So when Xander Harris comes calling, all he can do is think of what it would be like to be owned by this lapdog of a man.

A/N: Set in S6 and based off the episode "Dead Things", with bits of dialog from the episode appearing in the beginning. Written for

kink_bingo prompt-bondage (wrist restraints).

( Do you even like me? )

Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....

A/N: Written for

psych_30 prompt #24-Skinner Box and

tamingthemuse prompt #99-clamp. The prompt use is interpretive, as a Skinner Box is technically the type of cage designed by B.F. Skinner for use in his experiments on operant conditioning. Since operant conditioning is a type of behavior modification, I've used it in that sense rather than focus on the box itself.

Previous Parts here or in the tags.

( 'Everyone has a chip', Xander told him softly... )

Chapter 15

Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: PG-13

Summary: Their lips moved in a sickening parody of speech, but the words died between the brain and the tongue. Xander could swear he heard Spike’s voice inside his head. S4 episode Hush AU.

A/N: Wow. I wrote a non-porn Spander. Who knew I had it in me? Written for

tamingthemuse prompt #95-mime.

( Finding The Gentlemen was taking longer than expected... )

Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17 overall

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....

A/N: Written for prompt # 11-castration anxiety on my

psych_30 table and

tamingthemuse prompt # 93-chimera. For those anxious about the boys' bits, let me say that castration anxiety refers generally to a fear of powerlessness and not any actual castration. Previous chapters in the tags or in my memories.

( Xander was asleep. Or unconscious. Spike wasn’t entirely sure which... )

Chapter 14

Characters: Spike, Buffy

Rating: NC-17 overall

Summary: A vampire with a soul comes to Sunnydale to help The Slayer. Can a demon ever atone?

A/N: Thanks so much to

noandwhere for her brilliant (and as usual so very last minute) beta. She's a super-duper trooper! Written for

tamingthemuse prompt # 89-hot seat. Previous chapters can be found here.

( Previously on Improvising Atonement... )

Chapter 12

Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17 overall

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....

A/N: Written for prompt # 2-Daddy Issues on my

psych_30 table. Many, many thanks and several internets to

noandwhere for her heroic rescue to my pathetic flailings. This chapter was much improved by her attention.

Previous Chapters Here

( Spike lifts him up, pulling him forward. Xander follows... )

Chapter 13

Characters: Spike, Giles

Rating: NC-17 overall

Summary: A vampire with a soul comes to Sunnydale to help The Slayer. Can a demon ever atone?

A/N: I'm ba-ack! Sorry this took three weeks to make it here. Mad props (and I think I just dated myself) to my beta,

noandwhere who will totally someday be mentioned in a speech I give accepting my Key to The Entire World. Also, a favor? If I could get some con/crit on my Giles. I don't write him often and I'm thinking I've veered away from S1 Giles.

Previous Chapters

( We never talk anymore )

Chapter 10

psych_30 table and

tamingthemuse prompt # 81-grovel. Previous chapters can be found in my memories or in my brand-new took me a week to make tags.

( Spike smirked, staring down at... ) Chapter 12

Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17 overall

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....

A/N: Written for

psych_30 prompt # 9-sociopath and

tamingthemuse prompt # 78-emancipation. And if anyone isn't familiar with the term (and I can't imagine why not) a "wifebeater" is a white, ribbed male tank top or muscle shirt. Just so I don't hear squeals of outrage about any perceived defamation of Xander's character...Previous chapters are in my memories

( Xander walked casually through the dark streets... )

Chapter 11

Pairing: Spike/Xander- Spike, OC friendship

Rating: NC-17 overall

Summary: A vampire with a soul comes to Sunnydale to help The Slayer. Can a demon ever atone?

A/N: Thanks so much to my beta,

noandwhere! Written in response to

tamingthemuse prompt # 77-rocking the boat. Previous Chapters can be found in my memories.

( Read more... )

Chapter 9

Pairing: None (Spike, GIles, OC)

Rating: NC-17 overall

Summary: A vampire with a soul comes to Sunnydale to help The Slayer. Can a demon ever atone?

A/N: I swear I am getting to the Spander. Really and truly. It takes some build-up. Hey, it took Buffy and Angel like two whole seasons to get all naughty! I'd say I'm working a pretty good clip here. Trust me! "The Pack" offers plenty of possibilities for Spander-y fun...Thanks (as always!) to my lovely beta

noandwhere who always reminds me that semicolons need love too! :P Written in response to

tamingthemuse prompt 76- Mount Everest

Previous Chapters

( Read more... )

Chapter 8

Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17 overall

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....

A/N: Written for my

psych_30 table prompt # 29-obsession and

tamingthemuse prompt # 75-hush...

Previous Chapters

( Xander flopped backwards onto the bed... )

Chapter 10

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Entries tagged with spike/xander

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