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Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they can bear to go.

A/N: Written for prompt #25-placebo effect-on my [livejournal.com profile] psych_30 table. While the placebo effect is generally used in regards to medicine (i.e., the good old sugar pill), I've twisted it a bit to include mental sugar pills, something I think Spike takes on a regular basis. Thank you so much to everyone who keeps reading and leaving me such wonderful encouragement. I'm slower than molasses, but I hope it's always worth the wait!

Previous chapters can be found in reverse order in my tags or start from the beginning.

Later, he doesn’t reach for the whiskey. He’s long past needing any panacea, intoxicating or otherwise. )
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Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....

A/N: Yes, it's back. Took me long enough! This is written for my [livejournal.com profile] psych_30 prompt #28-free association. Previous chapters can be found in my memories or maxin and relaxin in the tags.

I hate myself for wanting you and I hate you for not wanting me. )


Chapter 16
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Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....

A/N: Written for [livejournal.com profile] psych_30 prompt #24-Skinner Box and [livejournal.com profile] tamingthemuse prompt #99-clamp. The prompt use is interpretive, as a Skinner Box is technically the type of cage designed by B.F. Skinner for use in his experiments on operant conditioning. Since operant conditioning is a type of behavior modification, I've used it in that sense rather than focus on the box itself.

Previous Parts here or in the tags.


'Everyone has a chip', Xander told him softly... )

Chapter 15
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Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17 overall

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....

A/N: Written for prompt # 11-castration anxiety on my [livejournal.com profile] psych_30 table and [livejournal.com profile] tamingthemuse prompt # 93-chimera. For those anxious about the boys' bits, let me say that castration anxiety refers generally to a fear of powerlessness and not any actual castration. Previous chapters in the tags or in my memories.


Xander was asleep. Or unconscious. Spike wasn’t entirely sure which... )

Chapter 14
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Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17 overall

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....

A/N: Written for my [livejournal.com profile] psych_30 table prompt # 29-obsession and [livejournal.com profile] tamingthemuse prompt # 75-hush...

Previous Chapters


Xander flopped backwards onto the bed... )

Chapter 10
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Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....

A/N: Written for my [livejournal.com profile] psych_30 prompt # 6: inferiority Complex as well as [livejournal.com profile] tamingthemuse prompt #66: hue and cry.

Previous Chapters

Spike stared down at the man lying on his bed... ) Chapter 6
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Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17

A/N: Written for my [livejournal.com profile] psych_30 table prompt # 18: instinct and [livejournal.com profile] tamingthemuse prompt # 64: promise

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....


Spike wouldn't let him fail... ) Chapter 5
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Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17 overall

A/N: Written for prompt # 12 on my [livejournal.com profile] psych_30 table:  Collective Unconscious. For a further explanation of the concept, a very good explanation can be found here.


Shadow Self... ) Chapter 4
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Pairing: Spike/Xander

Rating: NC-17 overall

A/N: Written for my [livejournal.com profile] psych_30 table, prompt # 23. vicarious. A few lines taken from the BtVS Season 5 episode "The Gift"...

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....

Previous Parts


Blood is life... )



Chapter 3
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Pairing: Xander/Spike

Rating: NC-17 overall

A/N: Written for my [livejournal.com profile] psych_30 table, prompt # 30 denial. This will be a 30 chapter fic, posted as I get inspiration. Takes place in an AU Season 6. Contains several lines from Robert Frost's poem "Nothing gold can stay"

Summary: Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Grief and a kind of madness take Spike and Xander places they aren't sure they want to go....


Nothing gold can stay... )


Chapter 2

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